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Wednesday, December 28, 2005  haha.. my test is juz on next tuesday. and i tink i hav alot to learn. and guess wat. i'm slacking and wasting my time on a lot of things. lbk? yup. he doesn't like to hide any things de. so he is going to say. sorry eilin. i have tried alot of time, and i know tt u have tried too. but there is not jux a few factors tt lead to our end of relationship. i really hope we can be togethe for a very long time. but it seems tt we have so much trouble. n its like i've tried to tink tt, hey perhaps patch again maybe we will be stronger(who did not) but i kinda sort this out. like wat my ex told me. in a mountain there can't be 2 tiger around(except hers is a lamer version,) i know towards the end i really sucks. and i told u my reasons. but the fact that u make my reasons my excuses, i really can't stand it. and u claim i have big ego. ya i do. but what abt urs? all i wan is a 1 last romance memory we can remember . but u jux wanna make things complicated, which honestly, i ind myself still not mature enuff to handle stuff like this. i hope you know how much i love you. but deep inside we all know that it can't work. be'cox u wanted something that i can't gib at this moment. and u can't wait. and honestly i'm also very tire. so many inputs factors. one output answer. i really wanna apologize. i really wanna keep my promise. i really wanna hold u tight. i know tt for the pass few weeks i fail to do even the smallest of it. for that maybe i miss out one of the best girl i really hav. y not give each other a chance? u know, i know. its not one or twice we have this type of problem. break up incident. its already couple of times le. and i treid to solve it down. and hoppe the next time u will be more mzature. but i ends up u get addicted. everytime u wan a break up, i jux become more vex den eva. n perhaps tt is y lead to my coldness towards u. u know.. althought i am complaining this n that. but deep inside, i want u to know that. no one is perfect. i wan u to know ur mistake. to learn not to repeat it again. but u jux seems to repeat it again. i'm really a bastard, a jerk a wateva. for the one last time. u are one in a million u are always like a gem to me. its jux a waste we can't be together. sorry for th things i had done to hurt you, n thank you for all our happy memory. i love u alot. take good care of urself... SORRY....   
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1:18 AM|| Monday, December 26, 2005 i think it has been a long time since i blog..lazy i donno leh.. but i'm sure today i'm going o blog very long de... 1st a little bout myself... i donno lately i'm getting very down, never felt so don b4. i tink i'm in e Great Depression of e Great LBK era ba.. Lots thing happens in this few month, family in total chaos, heard is getting better. Mom as depress as me. and worst to worst, i lost e passion in studying. in the past i will do at least a minute or two revision. but right now? i can't even stand looking at a book. i tink by my next birthday, i'll be in the army. donno y, at times i jux seem to enjoy being alone. spending ours on games n surfing for jokes n porn on line. maybe is a way of distracting myself from getting worse. my mentally seems awefull weak now. YA HELLO SANTA!!! UR FAV BOY HERE!!! HAHA NO MORE GREEDY WISHES! N OVERDEMANDING PRESENTS! I WISH MY SORROW CAN BRING EVERYONE HAPPINESS!!! MERRY CHRISMAS TO U O'MAN!!! olso i spend my x-mas very well. i have a feast party wif my ex college from c4! wa!!! alot of delicious food!!! now i damn hungry!!! haha i ate like a BEAST!!! n force eddie to have a cup wif me... X-mas cheers! aft tt , we have no wrk e following day. we hang out at suntec craping n doing alot of stuff in which one, i have quite a very fierce debate wif one of my buddy. in which i'll further EXPLORE(cannot think of a word leh) but aft tt, we went to k box. sang there. i very well shouted like hell to release all my sorrow out in alot of songs!! hmm very nan ting haha.. k now is the critic time.. let see. lets start wif a very bu shuang incident. well initially we wanted to eat at c4 de. but den due to very busy den roller cannot buy food, we were inform tt we have to go out eat (haha thanks god go out eat! but very exp leh) den alot wanted to go lau pa sai, and only a very minority wanted to go victoria n eat. or maybe one i olso not sure... being lbk u get to know his name for sure ladies n gentlement! who he is??? yup he is the eva popular c4 supervisor STEVEN!!! and since evryone wanted to go to LPS (end of work) his face damn super smelly de go home le!!! (stoopid cyn u ps us!!!) den later i found out the real reason he wanted to go vic so badly... he wanted to eat mee pok! wat the fuck man! jux be cox he wanted to eat mee pok! the whole group muz accompany him eat!!! such a selfish fellow. as one of my buddie say(protected) he's a man damn inisit that we muz all listen to him! hey if so theres 2 words for u! suck it! wa lau e whole group muz pei him eat mee pok for the chrismas man. haha u kinda noe what kind of peeps he is ba. hope u read it. author. ur ex college Lim Boon Kiat.(i'm such a jerk) now for zhe ming. i deeply apologize tt i bitch bt u treating ur gf very badly. ya u in fact u treat her QUITE well. but definatly theres super lots of space for improvement! me? i'm much worse.. but for treating ur dog! hell u do treat him like a dog! whereas i treat them more like a friend. i miss lulu n fluffy.. aft NS i wanna keep doggie! next to a debate the coffeshop uncles n i tt does not seem eyes to eyes(recently only, more mature? i donno) hell this is dangerous man. i'm speaking abt the government. yup our very own PAP. haha hopefully newpaper or strait times won't complain abt me, as the villian of the year but hope dey to send this very message to those coffee shop uncles. 1st of all. everytime i went to coffeeshops(cfs) i here grumbles of those cfs uncle grumble n grumble abt the govt this the govt that. i was initailly being propangandize by them. but later realize alot of wat the cfs uncle issue mention were jux very plain / shallow one sided and selfish reason. i ain't a very well analyser as well. so i will jux keep it a very general n chidish way of explaining the fact tt e cfs uncle are wrong. well whether dey are right or wrong. its up to u to justified. 1st the tax n the 5% gst issue hello. is this really as bad as wat it is? some omplain that its tooo much ricduclous. lbk's tot': although is a little tough but hope u guys know n understand tt if we were under communist rule like north korea or vietnam, u will not be taking back around 75% of ur annual pay. i think its only the responsibilty for us to pay some tax so tt many differnet areas wil be taken care of. such as having a very balance economy. who ensure the safty of our nation? saf, civil defense, teachers. whose their real boss that pay for them? its us! where is the money from? the tax! so it means wat? the money is not for personal greed like idonesia ex president. or the nkf ceo. can't cfs think? and for your further infomation. when peeps complain abt old ppl being abuse. its close to zero or at very most a high 2 digit case. dey don needa pay for income tax. hav free hse and food. n complaining abt the medical system? y is it so ineffiecient? i donno if is really so ineffiecient, cox the bottomline is if the government is ineffiecient? than dey will not be what they are now. at almost alot of time. peeps complain this n that. when a very new law is being set up. but often they forgot tt, our country is not in a war, no food shortage, no riots, very serious racial discriminate, n majority of us is being well taken care of. they often compare us wif some of the better countries. but pls assume tt u were born in e diff country. in ur dream country? congrat. but in 3rd world country? or in developing country? i tink u guys will be like one of those miliion that were caught yearly smugglin urself into others DREAMED country. i'm not insiisting tt i'm right what so ever. but to me that make sense. if i'm foolish or navie, at least i'm happy in this coutry. and bitch very little abt how our gover run the country. i don wish to force u guys to tink wat i'm tinking. but at least hope tt u all ufs uncles know that u guys can consider urself lucky. and hope u guys bitch less or stop bitching abt it. cox i really can't stand anymore!!! ARGH!!~~~~~~~ kk listen or not is their problem. i tink i'm kinda stuck in my hall of fame thinggy. and hope that it will be back anytime sooner. as for tis year hall of fame? well is kinda ready. but again think we only announce ater in the year. n lastly a new year is coming. i really hope i can have a NEW YEAR, i tink i have alreadi given up hope in study. but hope i will be like those one in a million dropout that can make a breakthrough in life in later part if my life, and really my new year resolution. world peace. no war(be it coutry or family) lets start a new year with a new porn! yuppie!!! version 1.0
9:49 AM|| Sunday, December 11, 2005 put my personal life aside,todays topic will be war... war is a game. war create heroes, war this n that, u noe i always wanted to fight in a war. be it a aancient war when u fight wif swords or bow n arrow, or even modern war wif machine guns. but after today i was so smack in my face. 3 movies. 3 motors, 1 conclusion. BATTLE OF TROY, LAST SUMMURAI, BLACK HAWK DOWN. these were the 3 good movie i learn from war. troy: archillies a warrior thats invincible. comb down the beach of troy. L.S: captain nathan , the american turn summurai, became the last summurai standing BHD: fighting a war, not to let their mans left behind. Troy: one man greed, lead to million casualty. i idolize Brad pitt or rather archillies immediatley after this movie. i jux [pray if i was born much earlier at tt time, i would have my fairshare of been recognize by late generation of my heroic battle. LS: more of a hollywood den history. Tom/nathan get imspired by the summaurai n join them to fight against his employer. The brave S. wif swords n bow arrow vs bullets. it again inspire me to fight in a war. BHD: it was a movie tt recognize the americans tt fight their life for"left no ones behind". great, applaud. it change my view toward war. in mordern war u no longer carry a sword n wipe out the whole pentagon. now we are using bullets. and u are in a team. u gotta make damn sure tt everyone survive. if not dey muz not be left behind. BHD generally shows tt how the us troops fight their ass jux not to left one casualty behind, even means if u lose 10 mans jux to retrieve those crospe. the reason for their death? one mans desire? the mordern war? communist vs democracy. somethoing like tt., if order to capture a nationalist side leader, they engage a war wif the whole city. i don't exactly noes the amt of casualties. but it ain't little. "if (abdid?)can't remember his name> was arrested n u american will still can't bring democracy to us. coz ..." something like tt... ya i do believe. n agree. becox of tt, families have to c their love ones dieing... its damn heroic. eg. 2 snipers, gordon n randy volunteer to save another black hawk crash casualty. motor?" left no one behind". i salute them. in the end the 2 snipers were out of ammo n got killed by them(the villiagers), n the pilot was being hostage, who later being release. in the end the cilinton withdrew the soilders. n the general of the misson retire. i shhould say i regret watching the movie so late. well a lousy review BUT!!! my chrismas wish new year wish is NO MORE WAR! i will exchange that for any wish! including not seeing babes nake for a whole year!!! version 1.0
3:06 AM|| Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Rashid: a nonsense when no working man... well dis was a funny one, he's fond of someone, n same age as me. but he was at the management stop. n me??? $2.80 per hour. well quite a inspiration, he left for hougang st 21 branch...his invention:(squeeze ur balls), (gay band) n etc... Andy: alrite man, i will keep dis for my hall of famer moment Jun Qiang: dis was e very 1st few friends i noe. he's a quiet guy, but a nice person to hang out wif... we chat at the counter, and when was to get closer, he left... Angie: hmm, a pretty cutie wateva! e 1st pretty ger of srg mc!!! WOO!!! haha tok in cartoon netwrk channel! but cannot blame de lo... i tink quite a simple fellow wishing for simple things. had alot of news of her.. when u'r popular, things jux get HOTTER! (plenty of gossip sia) Cherly: dis is my gossip pal!!! at 1st i tot she always wrk else where de! den end up become management also... hmm my time wif her also short, cox we seldom meet the rite schedule.. but she's damn humorous! Tai Hong: i dislike dis guy alot to be frank, he was like totally no respect for some of the aunties, n also quite an asshole! but i'm a Asshole too.. cannot deny de... well i donno wat e hell is wrong wif him, he jux wan every1 to does things his way!n very frankly, tt sucks... other den tt, hes quite a cheerful young fellow. but i doubt i will eva click wif him. version 1.0
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