Tuesday, January 30, 2007 THEIVE eh i think ilike to steal things. this time round i will steal ms tan blog entry. haha.. ps. and theres a long way to go. there's lots of obstruction along the way.(not shown in pic) the journey seem never ending, and i don't really know wats beyond this road, although i somehow predicted to be a very rough and tough trip. and all around my ears, advices tells me is one in a million chance i will succeed. the road with signages that tell me stop wasting my time. i'm not about to give up! chances are created by man, as long as theres even a bit of fuel left. i will not pass out the chance, of creating chances. if the road don't give myself & herself a chance? i not gonna deprive myself from giving myself a chance. i will keep on working, do prayers for miracles, know the road better, and of course let the road get to know muak better. if i pass this place, i will not left behind regrets. and thats the bottomline, cox lbk said so! my drive and determination never been higher and stronger before, one failure does'nt mean i will keep on failing. even if i kept on failing, i'm god damn sturbon, the only way i will give up, is not even if my flesh or bones are removed from me. its will be my soul. version 1.0
3:33 AM|| Monday, January 29, 2007 LBK says:
i remember keeping a hamster as well, i'm in awe wat that little thing can do. everytime i refill his dinner, which is standard, around one small baby cup, (diner to lunch) den 5 minutes later, he will store everything inside his mouth de.
god damn, now i saw this i was even amaze. i think i gonna buy n train a hamster tml for the guiness world record! i will try the apple!
NOW: eh now slacking, absorb alot today n ytd, i'm always amzed by myself, what last minute effort can do! i revise 3 chapters in a day, compare to i revise 3 chapter for 4month till date. aiyo. i'm really very proud of what i can do! version 1.0
4:05 AM|| Saturday, January 27, 2007 FINALLYit's not late yet. alot of ppl had felt i lost myself. dey make me found what is lost deep within me. my sense of drive, that agression. its like all coated with a thick layer of dust. THANK YOU ALL thia for reminding me of my sense of arrogance, and confident. yup dey are slowly but definantly coming back. l.w for pinpointing me what i once was, that crazy, that di diao siao siao lunatic. that dun give a damn attitude, that calmness that i once had. eh for this ma, dun give a damn attitude muz change, but all the others it will be back! on! jh that i once contain the can take can release attitude, yup, for a period of time i was like tt, although that period was very short, but that was once of my happiest time. i 'm sure i will get over with it. wj for reminding me that i'm the most optimistic person around. yep i'm still. lbk make a garandamntee, he will squeeze every lost attribute that he once had, tt determintaion, tt will, tt all thoise things. its coming back, i can feel it damn badly, dey are rushing out from my vains! i feeling god damn hot now!!!! EXAM i noe its hard, for the pass yr, been pon'tening', slping and etc. but lbk say its all but over! if i dun give up on you, i know you will not give up for me. i'm god damn ready! POST EXAM i think i will have no time to write, cox its going to be such a tight and busy day! so my plan. mon till fri, work of cox, but c4??? hmmm a return? sat n sun a sure return. so its like a 24-7 staff! i wana gym! yeah! C4 dono y, the passion i once had is back! i feel myself better den ever! but of cox dis time i'm not going to kill myself! i make sure i work jux enuff, to prevent myself for running flat. cox i will be gyming, i will be working 2 place, and maybe 1 or 2 other cca. VROOM i noe its near. i can hear the throttle. this thurs? haha i give it my best shot! pal i know u are still waiting for me. thanks for the patient. LBK says: ok la, crap too much, too damn wordy. now the crap of the entry!!! ![]() if you realy dun wanna be a whore, den dun force urself to slp with another guy, otherwise you are no different from dis young guy here, he just don't wanna be a dumb bear!
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10:29 PM|| Tuesday, January 23, 2007 DIYlately lbk has been using his hands alot! or shd he says. he only started using his hands lately. DIYing give me a sense of satisfaction. donno y, i just seems to enjoyed it. regardless of the recipient response. MY 1st TIME god damn it, lbk can hardly stand the kitchen. haha. lets c, his effective productions are mircowaving frozen items, and cooking poridge. haha my poridge is e best i shd say! i always cook for myself. but lbk done a immpossible task! making BARLEY drink! wtf! the senario goes like this, i have nothing better to do (actually ***), so i ask my mom for the reciepe! eh i went back from the market! i hate the market!!!! it sucks like hell!!! so hot, so EEeeeee. but i get the item! barley, and pandang leaf! haha actually i just go to NTUC. my mom was shocked! " u siao ar, buy so many!" my response was: "aiya u will noe." haha i started at monday 3 or 4. kns e 1st one i was playing final fantasy, i still can't find the alexander material!!! den the barley all fried!!! haha the kitchen was in a mess!!! kns. all the stove was coated with barley! its my dad that actually finds out! "wah ***ah boy*** u do sime? do untill the whole kitchen like..." precise details i cannot remember. but i think is 7 plus, and failure b'cox i put too little water. haha den it was after my diner, around 8+ i tried for the 2nd time! wah dis time round i stupid or what, haha i put the wrong wrong veggie!!! i put donno sime veggie inside!!! kns cook one big pot, i drink e barley donno like sime like tt, drink untill u wanna puke! Eeeeeee den muz pour away! my mom nag me till siao man. haha to be detered, i tried for the third time, around 10+ wah i donno y, i just seems to be so cocked up, i waited for around 1+. den i realize tt i nv on the gas!!!! omg. i am god damn hopless. haha. den i think i 6+ wake up again. haha i pour away the over night de, later not healthy. =) this time i pull my dad up, make sure everything was alrite! the right amount of ingriedient. yep. haha. than i just try my 1st taste of right substance! hmm... super plain!!! i add too little sugar. by than the sun rise liao la. haha. 2nd time not bad, got taste but the barley too thick! so i gotta add in more water. 3rd time i forget to add sugar! by than i think it was already noon time. initially my plan was to make ice barley, but haha since i heard tt someone was having sore throat, i make it warm lo. actually i was in a rush tt, i nv taste it, it was a risky gamble, but lucky e feed-back was quite positive! i think my parents hate me till core! 1st i wasted 2 pot of water, with ingriedients! 2nd n most fatally, i forgot to off the gas when i left the house! my mom called and scream at me!!! haha. sian. no talent sia. LBK says: ![]() seriously hope that the seeds i plant, can blossom into a rose like this. regardless of how tough the soil can be, it can be like bricks or what, i hope one day my efforts can blossom just like this. *this picture is created and own by lbk only!* DIY version 1.0
9:44 AM|| Sunday, January 21, 2007 BAD STARTomg, its a damn bad omen for lbk to kick off 2007! 1st i already have 3 ls sessions! 2nd my studies is most likely to buang! 3rd i lost 3kg!!! wtf!!!! lastly more injuries to my ever injured body! SP kns 2day pon sch. no mood, my leg damn weak! ytd nite woke up a few time n squat at e bowl! ls till my face green green! cmi. tok also no strength, plus i haven started my assignment which is due today! ar, u c... hais! c4 finally i'm leaving the place. for how long? eh, no idea, but something i make a deal with e management is, i will be back for plastic bags, and will be back for very serious occasions. or maybe i just heck care. time to heal and regenerate my body liao. damn tired, both physically and mentally. WTF omg! y? y? y? y always like tt de, the more i want something, the more i will not get anything, or lose it! holy crap, i have drop to a pathetic weight of merely 53kg!!!! wtf! can i believe it? no!!! i wanna grow back my 60kg! kns my appetite no change ma, i think is i too long nv go work out. that's y my muscles start to shrink. f la! kns i attachment, i sure full throttle like crazy de! i know i am still far from my peak, but i am now no where near anything! INJURIES well dis time wasn't really injuries la,] is wounds. kns alot of scratches, my flesh damn pain! my fingers, my back even my leg! all is kana from wrking de! one of e most embarass is hitting my stomach, kns take baskets oso can hit the pillar! wah lan eh! already injured permanently is: my toe bone, my left shoulder blade, my left arm joint. and my hamstring. hope no more will be coming! now my body ma chiam like kana dieaseases like tt, knn! WILL POWER eh i think right now, lbk is damn complacence, i remember there was once, i am so all rounder, i go to the gym, i study well, i work VERY well, and i communicate excellently as well. but donno y, right now i damn no life! y? really b'cox of my batt? or wat? hope i will go back full throttle again. VROOM hai i really miss my future to be best friend! when can i see you daily? S.K.2 tells me that i'm not bo bike, is i got bike, but no liscense. so i shd work on my liscense, but the bad thing is i still cannot can my liscense! when can i get it? LBK says: ![]() well, u kinda understand y animal have the tendancy of turning endagered, or worse in that case, extinct. version 1.0
10:47 PM|| Wednesday, January 17, 2007 2007 ROCKSwell my year is still yet to be unravel, but what i can say is i'm god damn looking forward with this year! firstly the lines of quality hollywood movies! second the possibilty of riding is getting nearer. and of cox some other factors! HOLLYWOOD the god damn movie i'm so looking forward to :Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End :Ghost Rider :Spider-Man 3 :Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer :300 :Rocky Balboa :Gridiron Gang omg! so many HOT movies! god damn it! i swear i will NEVER miss one of thios movies! so Dragon, Jun Yuan , Cynthia, George, F4 and co. i'm so gonna pester you all, provided plan A fails. PLAN A what the hell is plan a? eh, its a secret. but i think whether it pass or fails? who noes? LBK says: ![]() it there a more effienciency way of working out? try this, all the desired six packs, weight loss, will be achieved in no time! version 1.0
1:08 AM|| Sunday, January 14, 2007 STURBONi'm born to be sturbon. i've done a survey of a 100 results. and 99 turns out to be negative, all they told me is either to give up or just try something ridiculus. but the one result tt keep driving me is my own result. which is... i donno!!! haha lbk's formula cold= gone case = try harder also no use. i'm on the verge of dieing, but deep inside tt's a voice. lbk dun die, u cannot die, if u succeed, its worth everything. but.. i hate the but's'! so morale of story is i donno wat the hell i'm toking abt! RWP wtf i tink i die for sure liao la! supposingly is friday hand up de. den i also do sime stunts, go run around and... haha but nvm la, worth it or not, i enjoy being a fool. so i thin i will hand up on wednesday! sian ar! SOCCER yeah screw other things! manchester united still reman tops! wow! if they champ this year, i swears to buy the red devil top!!! wowowowow!!! i wanna play at old trafford! DREAMS once the jersey is over my body, hearing the 70,000 crowd storming the stadium, i won't mind bleeding for the team! hell i won't mind even dieing! i think i will rather fight for the club, than the country. manchester united!!! argh what am i rubbishing about. ok time to wake up liao. haha. VROOM just as i expected, i flunk, but its ok, i'm so used to it. this time round i knew i would have pass, its all conspiracy! but nvm. i will await the next! haha. ITP yeah!! its a dream come true! i'm posted to defu lane!!! wowow!!! haha its god damn close to my house! yeah! but ithe crap part is i still gotta wake up every morining 6am, sian. and the pay is pathetic! $440!!! wah lan ay! C4 maybe i think its really kiss good bye liao. reason number one, the feel that i once have, i slowly but definetly fading away. reason number two, no motivation to work, reason three, my passion is kinda dead. the only reason i wil be staying is, i need money. LOVE aght cynthia n kim jie, i love u 2 so much! always when i'm sian, u all there to hear me. try to make me no sian. but regardless of the result, i REALLY appreiciate all ur efforts, haha thanks alot!!! maybe for the whole month need ur ears again! ps... LBK says ![]() many may have complain abotu their itp, or jobs. but lbk thank god for what he had recieved! thank you god! version 1.0
8:53 AM|| Wednesday, January 10, 2007 HAIL LBKaft tml i will be attempting to take my Vroom license for the 6th time! haha when has it gotta stop? my real problem is, that i donno y i can't stop my problem. MISSION willie confirm for me liao, i confirm gone case, haha. lbk says: its ok to lose a battle, but it's not ok not to try! case now is i lose the battle liao. try also no use, but at least i gonna say that blah blah blah. and bless u all. cheers! thanks mr ang, haha, i'm so lucky to have a friend like u, eh, i can say take my remaining like, go for her! gogogo!!! RWP i hate report! cox i have no skills at all, holy shit! pls bless me a butt that can stick on the chair, and not move around! tml deadline haven't started! 2007 woow its 2007 now! and i'm hitting 21!!! now i realize i will be completing my 1st 20 le. omg! i'm ageing! but one thing all my lbkholics agree wif lbk, lbk is always 16 in heart!!! cheers, hmm donno dis year i wan a bash or not. haha. (think stay low profile better) NEW HALL OF FAMERS so ladies n gentlements. lbk has picked already. the year 2007 hall of famers will be out, latest my late june! hmm anyway all the hall of famers i shortlisted is all from c4. haha no sp, donno y, i'm lazy to mix around in my sch. WHAT YA GONNA DO? god damn what ya gonna do if " you broke one of ur limps". i donno for anyone else, but for lbk, if he broke one of his arm, shd be ok, but if 'it' were to take one leg away from me? its like taking away my soul from me! i will be like retarded, dig nose at home and rot till i die! so pls, if i were to have an accident, pls dun take away my leg! thank you, 'it'! LBK says: uploading keep failing, so i think i gotta be creative. lets c what topics i have? lbk is getting out of shape! hai, when you are down, everything goes down with you, so i think i'm gonna have another week or two of period of rest, than i wanna start gyming again! right now i cannot even carry a pack of 5kg rice! damn pathetic! version 1.0
3:26 AM|| Tuesday, January 09, 2007 PASSIONargh i really miss soccer alot! i still knows how to kick the ball now, but cannot really run much now. getting fatter, but still as agressive as ever. i needa be back on the field. LIFE i think i wanna get my life back! 1st thing i gotta do, i wan my transport! god damn it! i need my transport! so if i can just get over with my vroom vroom fast! c4 i'm seriously thinking of leaving the place for good. the place is getting crap up. no motivation for me to chiong anymore. maybe i wan a transfer to ps or what. JOB i wanna find a job after my itp! preferbly around my hse. EMPTINESS well, all i can say now, is haha. i still love to haha. SP alot to chiong, but i like it. its just great i have great classmate this year. thanks to them last minute revision is possible! haha. i know i'm lazy! TV well i can say the only tv show i watch now is, epl highlights. hmm.. pretty pathetic. my tv is covered with a layered of thick dust! but luckily i've got my ps2, haha. still i'm lazy to play games now.(how damn lazy i'm) but today i watched the arena! wow! thats god damn cool. one word, awesome! its damn amazing what people younger than me, reasons out senses. hmm i wanna learn more of this. today winner was loyang. they defeated raffles institute, through the last round! OMG, amazing! i prefer the boys though. they have stronger arguementitive points! but it was the girls that was victories. congrat anyway! LBK says: i know you guysa miss what ya gonna do, and lbk says. but well lbk just has other topics. THE ARENA well topic was looks or effort is more essential. personally, i stick with both. but if i had to chose one i go with look. (pardon me, this e most shallow and simple arguement) haha my reasons, when u've got a pretty face, everyone starts to befriend you. every lobang just comes into ur way. you got that start. and next is your efforts that really matters into ur succession. as for lbk! haha (pardon for thick face) i think i always have a comfortable start. regardless of what. work: employer always expect alot from me in the beginning, den they relise they shd have hired others. sch: teachers believe i'm smart, but they forgot i'm god damn lazy! friends: i always have a good few weeks, than after that i becomes lazy! of cox, there's still always alot of peeps thats still very close to me even if i'm lazy, thanks. girls: i think dis gotta do with skills. but lbk truely believe that, effort is the most impt. effort count, beauty is a critical bonus. so if u got both, you are the ultimate winner. just remember that skills is just as impt! ^-* version 1.0
5:49 AM|| Saturday, January 06, 2007 2007!!for lbk sake, pls dun get hang! ARGHHH!!! dis the third time i try to update e blog! so lets hope it works!!! i very belate happy new year to all the lbkholics! cheers!!! TLJ pls leh ms tan, u wanna put my photo use better photoes can not.. haha. wah lau, tt one is my 1st few commercial photoes leh. next time u use later version de la ok? haha thanks... LBK latest ps ar, gotta skip alot.. in a rush. lets see. sch is reopening soon. and i think its very irritating! boo... but no choice.. wrking got a whole new meaning, and objective. LBK resolution. last year alot of crap! only completed one and the half! my v3x, and KIPs(half) and now my hp is lost! haiz so much for a not so fruitful 2006! but look ahead for 2007! full of challenges and excitment! 1) License (Bike) 2) KIPs(100%) 3) NO Lonely Valentine 4) Survive Year 2 Poly! 5) MU jersey(provided they will be the champ) 6) Playstation 3 (pending) 7) ALOT of New Clothing, Shoes, Accessories! 8) I will Trade ALL other wishes for 1 to 4!!! version 1.0
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