Thursday, March 22, 2007 SBSi'm very tired about tt place! i gotta reach there by 8 every morning, unseen pressure and stress are always there. i can't take it any longer. one month left. and my project is still far from over! i can't get it done, crap, i'm like a cook farming corps now! hell, i think i was nearly blind, or electricuted on tuesday! wtf! i'm lucky blogging now, otherwise i will be in the hospital now. the more it get to the end of the damn itp, the more i feel like quitting, serious! people there ain't that unfriendly, i am! haha. cox i'm damn lazy to mix around, and i'm at least 20 years younger den them! but i make a good friend! uncle pong, well, we work at the same room, he's very crapy, haha. but he always cover for me, i sleep in the workshop he also tiam tiam. but bo bian la. he counsel me alot, and he can read my eye! nice blend of attributes, crappy but yet so sharp. C4 i wanna go back there work, with myself coming back! at the moment, i think i'm only capable of a weekend full blast. weekdays i'm very soft. cox i've not enuff slp, rest blah blah blah. ENERGY today i went to visit a doctor. to keng a mc. but of cox, keng or not muz tell them something real la, cannot waste $$$. as on late, i'm having sudden giddiness, and dizziness. its damn serious, since i'm needed to stay heart in heart wif virgil! haha. the doctor did bother to find out more about my lifestyle, he say that i'm suffering from the lack of water, (probably the soccer, and jogging event), over-working, lack of rest, hight stress level. eh so i think i'm gonna rest well lately. SLEEP still can't sleep well, and i figure tiring myself ain't one of the best way that work out. although i can really sleep well, but i will have huge problem waking up!!! so i go to beer drinking, as for the beer i'm consuming is no longer powerful, no kick liao! i think i muz start drinking guniess stouts! haha wooooo! shit i think i'm turning to a alcholic! DESTINY can a man really change his destiny? why am i so rebellious? what do i wanna prove, even if i can change my destiny? why can't i just accept the fate and move on? so many why, so many answer and why i still wanna continue being foolish. ok bottom line is, as long as happiness is there, is worth it. so just bring me to a point when i can hold no longer, and the crap is i know what i'm made of, and it is still way too far to be over. curse! VIRGIL & DANTE haiz sian, gotta bring virgil to check up soon. to renew his ic. sian.. theres a couple of scratches on him. i think muz next year den i can do some spray work! and i mux do alot alot of things! my brother and i haven reach an agreement on running on a 60km/hour daily. CHALET wooo! chalet is coming, haha. dis year hope it can match last year. last year's was kinda sloppy and less organised. hope dis year will out joy last year! cheers! F4 lots of shit is running now. tire of saying jux hope everything will be over soon. LBK says: even an elephant wanna defy his destiny! he gave up eating grasss, and wanna revolutionize!![]() version 1.0
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