Wednesday, June 27, 2007 MSTmid semester test... i always assume, its just a test! but for the pass 2 papers, i have been fucked! lol... i cannot believe it! shit... on both occasion i'm sitting on the damn table, smiling at the papers, only to realize that i'd been fucked! seriousily i donno y. for the pass 2 weeks, i'd been playing non-stop, sleeping, watching dvds, blah blah blah. ARGHHH!!!! ya i did study, but i forgot what i need to do. i need to understand and memorize, not brosing through! shit and now i don't even think i will get 50marks for both papers together! over-confident just burnt-mark my ass! ARGH i never felt so hopeless!!! SHOPPING arghhh, all my fustration aside first... this friday gonna shop shop and shop!!! wooow yeah! can't wait for this friday!!! EMO back to emo, kns i promise from the next paper which is almost 14hours from now. i will not feel the hopelessness i felt moments and 2days ago!!! arghh!!! i wanna feel clever again! version 1.0
2:44 AM|| Tuesday, June 26, 2007 RANDOMhmm going back there, suddenly i opened up alot of locked treasure box inside myself. back there, i seems to be lonely. but end of the day, i felt that sometimes loneliness do give me more strength to a certain extend. in fact right now i feel great! i realize one thing, since donno when. i have had neglected lot of things! and i mean lots of! i kept them inside my treasure box. now i'm back find the keys to unlocking those treasures i kept inside myself! i wil visit that place more ofthen now =) LOOKING BACK hmm, i realize one thing.. i missed my long hair days!!! lol.. those days where i can do funny stuff with my long hair! lol... i wanna do alot more of funny stuff with them!!! STUDY gotta study styudy and study, haiz i do the pass year paper, i oso sian! dun even noe how to move my pen! wtf!!! HOW!!!??? haiz go and play first den say la.. lol version 1.0
3:12 AM|| Saturday, June 23, 2007 MONDAYhmm monday will be my first paper le. if i'm not wrong should be a paper call DSP. haha. browse through the all tutorial already. so hopefully i can get a pass or whatever. REST the rest of the paper, haiz i'm still struggling! sch started since April? and this the only time i really starts to touch my textbook. 3 days before my test! lol... hiaz i just wanna go army quick!!! DREAM lol, now still dreaming. if everything goes smooth (that is if EVERYTHING). i will goes into OCS! maybe tie there for one contract, lol. than i will start my own adventure! yes yes yes!!! time, can you please fast-forward abit? haiz too bad, i still have 2 mid-semester test, and 2 final exam... NOW lol, at this shape, i am staying home drinking stouts. playing video games. i think i can hardly go to OCS. lol, if i'm there i will be a big stomach fat officer! YUCKS! it's so against my image! AUSTRALIA my dream maybe in jeapordy! haiz.. i so wanna go and do the bungee jump! course is like so EXTREME!!! but at the same time i wanna go and learn from my uncle. the art of ..... (my future is on the stakes). i think my only way there is when i travel wif SAF le la. How now brown cow??? ARGHHH!! i wanna go be a farmer oso!!! meanwhile my mom is discouraging me to follow the footstep of my uncleS. i'm always mama little boy! ( so dangerous la, get a normal job will do.) ARGH! so fustrated when she goes there again. why can't she just let me go totally independent!!!! n they are always so narrow minded!!!! i know its dangerous, but it's not illegal, nor its harming people! why can't you just let go of me! Let me grow!!! WWE aiyo untill now havn't buy the tickets! but regardless of wat, i'm going to watch the damn show! lol.. teck meng where are u??? TRUE here's a short life philosiphy from mr mhd shahrir. education >job > money > car > friend > family > end. lol, so true. no matter how hard you work for. everything comes to an end! but for me, the most impt is still $$$... den i will give my family a comfortable life! wooo, alright dreaming again. WHICH ONE lol, now i'm busying looking at the net already! Hyundai Alvante? or Toyota Vios? it's like as if i got the money to buy liao. lol... i dun even hav the $$$ to learn driving =( but nvm la, when i start working for sometime... i will sure buy de (as if so easy). so will it means there will be no Dante & Virgil??? NA!!!! wrong!!! lol, course the car most likely will serve as a family car. so it's easy. work use Virgil, play or outing use car. Dreaming again. DRAGON lol, dragon come out liao! but too bad cannot meet up, course i gotta stay at home! (mom will make noise if i dun, partly i'm lazy too. lol) yeah! i think one fine day muz meet up!!! LBK says: haiz so tired, slp slp slp, play play play, chat chat chat! but no revise much! wth! actually why people must be judge by appearance? my first impression is usually bad! but people who knows me, of course knows how much a nice person i'm! lol. i must say weeks before and during exam is usually lbks' most unfriendly time, so if i offend? pls pls forgive me =) meanwhile this were the time lbk recharge his energy and rest too, so after the exam, lbk will starts to care again =) !!! 25JUNE2007 1ST hmm it was my first paper since last year! relatively it was a quite easy paper la! however i was not well prepare! lol. i was confident but it's just mere confident! i have more than 50% of the paper screwed! hopefully i will just skim through like i always did!!! MOVIE house of the fury and enter the phenoix is both rated 3.5 stars! the director is a young man call stephen peng i guess... lol. the show wah piang eh, i can't stop luaghing!!! sians... i wanna watch shrek 3!!! TIRED ar, i'm very tired, donno how come oso... haiz since last,last thursady my right eye has been twitching! alright it did slow down. hopefully it gradually stops! cause i'm feeling very unlucky about it... thats all man... version 1.0
10:26 AM|| Monday, June 18, 2007 18 JUNE2007 3amHAPPENING hmm lately playing romance kingdom xi.. not bad, a good game! lol can train my strategy. eh i sucks at the game for the time being, not b'cox of my war strategy, is cox of my understanding of chi wordings. very sian sia.. TC NIGHT TOUR lately has really been quite happening. lol, ride on willies honda jazz! woooo, cool, but jux now kinda small accident happens... sianz.... haiz... hehe, target 3 years from now... my turn for a car, sun-shade roof, with nice butt! hyundai alvante, ford, or toyota vios... wooo.. only than can go learn driving.(no car to ride when u learn to drive, whats the point?) so my only way to afford a car? ocs ba... sians... NEW DISCOVERY jux now tour about an old place... wooow! nv discover that not only it's just a place of excellent senario, but with plenty of adventurous and wonderful path as well! stunning!!! DRIVER SEAT lol, kinda shiok on the driver seats... lol... dun worry think it will be very fast de.... 19JUNE2007 Yes, today is the day i can finally sleep well!!! the vision is there, a business that my dad flunk badly, that makes him bankrupt and kept him in the bottom of the well, is now turning to my favor. it all depends if my mom and my uncles will trust me and pushes me. poor man dun stay poor. hope by the time my ns finish i can overthrown my destiny. CAREER lol, my orignal intention is to get myself a wife or gf, tt can work together and achieve things. but recently heard all kinda stories, from all over my radar of friends. woman are like car, the better the brand, the higher the maintenance. so like god had long forsaken earth, i will forget about fairy tales. i will have a strong career and let money be my fairy tales. having money equals having hot babes from around the world(vanessa) i want an ang mo that is at least 30cm taller den me and is freaking hot! kidding la. hmm, wat is my future career?(CONFIDENTIAL) but it's gonna be kinda tough. toughness is expected. not as in is gonna be tough mentally. but the job is gonna be tough physically as well!!! hahahahahaha!!!! 5 years of ocs and den i'm a free man!!! hopefully a successful man! my business partner? identiy shall not be leak. but eh is one man that we trust each other alot =)) C4 hmm i think our time will almost be up ba. the earliest shd be the Chinese New Year next year, immediatly after my final exam next year or untill my ns starts. lol... 3 period to go. but meanwhile during my holidays i will be working for my uncles. so i dun think i will featured alot for c4 =)) and i will be interacting wif all kinda peeps!!! yesh! SP now that i may have a new motive tt doesn't mean i will forsake it! i will continue to chiong, as for why? cox i still wanna get into ocs! hahaha! although no study much yet but i will push! form and morale is rocketing! hmm almost everyone in my classmate is my motivation! seriously i not trying to suck up. but it's good to have motivation, so determination is high! guys like say keong, kenry , royston, jason and even kuang wei... how can i say morale is not high? NUTS lol, jason remind me what i once was. bo kah lan. bkl is once a very blessed attribute inside me! i donno y must i be so nuts about her. and seriously people just ignore or heck care about nuts. even though u like/worried and cares about her, everything u gave or try to give is of pure intention of just treating her good, not of any harm or ill intentions. i just donno why the nuts just remain a nut. likeing her and asking her to like me as well is one thing, waiting for her to accept me as a true friend that cares for her is another thing. alright i gave myself a few reasons to such case to decieve me and awake me. trust me it's torturous! it's ok, lets just let time to the talikng. bring the nuts out of the nuts-case, turn the nuts back to lbk or even best hopefully let her realize nuts taste delicious. alright i'm dumb. let me be dumb, and i will keep chewing those gum gum! the last place u wanna join lbk is at NUTS (NUTies University Totally Sucks) LADY LUCK thanks!!! i love you, for not leaving me! staying by me, giving me things that are more important and important every milestone of my life. THANKS!!! version 1.0
11:52 AM|| Wednesday, June 13, 2007 PIRATES OF THE CARABBEANAwe! nice show. every johnny depp movie is bliss with class, love his acting so much. if i ever get into acting is b'cox of 3 person. Vin Disel, The Rock and Johnny Depp. lol. *snap* back to reality. the show i give it a 3.5 stars ba. it wasn't as great as the 1 & 2 of the trilogy. but never the less, it's a one hell of a funny movie =) PIRATES OF THE CARABBEAN PART II one part of the story is Elizabeth gotta wait for Will Turner every ten years to meet up(vice versa)... omg, its heart tearing. will anyone do so? for those who says yes, you either have found ur true love, or blinded by romance. for those who says no, is because you have not found someone that you thought of liking so much. or it's just that you have not realize yet. FLIRT i muz admit i'm one hell of a flirter. while people flirt wif babes and gorgeous.. my flirt partner??? lol, i flirt wif death more. every seconds i'm pushing my luck... seriously i donno when will it be my turn. but hope i will be given more time =))) ROMANCE ENDING i can't help but notice that my one & the half year plus of romance with c4, MAY very well be all and over... lots of factors, that i don't even feel like explaining. but definatly i will have one last short or long-good run wif the company and that is it. ROMANCE BEGINNING lol, willie and i can't help but notice DRAGON had dumped Mulong =X lol... dragon has found a new prey!!! lol kidding... ar, u all knows, royalty politics and stuff.... =X LIE CHEAT AND STEAL lol, i watched you tube, and i can't help it but my tears flow. one man i missed alot, mr eddie gerrureo. i watched him once in s'pore!(honored) i muz say i still missed him!!! he's definatly no doubt a hall of famer! excellent entertainer. Mr Eddie u stole our heart.... we all still love you. MONEY haiz, i'm a poor man! i always had been one poor man. hmm, i remember one year ago, i told my self i wanna be a million-air. eh i don't even have a thousand bucks now. lol... i know it sound crazy, but seriously i wanna stay comfortable. no more money worries! eh the clock is running. i wanna be wealthy! so here's the crazy part: investment! (nothing else.. confidential) god gave me a challenging task, to change my destiny... KNOWING YOURSELF hmm, recently, i've been doing really hard knowing myself. i found out alot of things. eg. when you start to know yourself, it works to your advantage, cox you know where to improve, where to tackle, or where to showcase. alright this maybe kinda weird... be yourself.... i try this, i know what i'm capable of, and to be serious, that's this one girl that really turn me nuts. seriously i hate to turn nuts, cox i seen nuts and hell i try very hard to prevent been a nuts. but every dog has its day. mine happens to came early and hopefully its the last nuts case. alright back to the point: i've realize one day, i screw up like fuck... seriously.( i always believe in myself to do big stuff/ but i nv expect myself to floop so badly in this ironic matter) one thing tt i obviously starts to change is to start being myself, of course at the same time improving on my weakness. i muz say the progress is very slow or not moving. one solider alone can win the battle of troy, so can one woman stop the war--- battle of troy while in other areas, like making friends i'm improving like taking steriods. this sections is more for preparing your future, like building a character blah blah blah rather than wooing girls. cox i'm a lousy wooer, and i's nv wise to follow my footstep, rather use mine as case study. avoid stuff that lbk has done=).lol so there's a few things you can do: 1) hide your weakness, and work on your strength (it's a short-cut way tt benifit us for a small period of time) 2) maintain your strength and work hard to eliminate your weaknesses. (its a very time investing investment but its worth all the hard work) 3) crazy but just be stay normal ( this is for gentlements or ladies who wants nothing more than a simple 3 meals everyday) GOALS what will you do if you were to have a goal that seems so hard to reach? every check-point reached, you realize that the next few goals is gonna be with more obstacles? i'm dieing to reached it. but at the same time i muz realize my potential. god is clever and men are stupid. cox man keep on asking why can't we know what's for the future? god knows if we knew , than no one will work for their future. simple? LBK says: so its a war ahead. no matter how hard or brutal it maybe. i will step up to such challenge. my future lies alot on this coming year. be it skim pass or what i will TAKE my diploma! version 1.0
1:52 AM|| Thursday, June 07, 2007 10 JUNE 2007huray it's finally coming liaos! hmmm, in quite a delimma. why leh? cox i kinda anticipate this day to arrive! and yet someone, a very close buddy of mine is going into his ns liao. lol, i know la, its not like he's going to jail or what. but is once a man serve his nation, his possiblites of being close wif us again is minimal!!! lol, sians... for more touching stories? stay tune to v1-lbk.blogspot.com. (cherish every moments, cox any one will be the last) C4 lol... hmm, speaking of people leaving... Eugene, Clarese and Keith had all left the company. Eugene: it's kinda dissapointing that i heard tt he is leaving. although i never fancy his guts, but never the less, he's the guy that hired me. and once had a very high expectation on me. he did gave me a few chances to try a couple of new things. so never the less, it's gonna be kinda dissapointing to see him left the company for a rival company. Clarese: hais... this cutie pie left the company liao!!! lol... she's the 1st YOUNG philipino i know, with a singlish accents!!! so cute, all the 'la' , 'ho'... lol... haiz Keith: the babe of Customer Service. probably without a doubt the best of carrefour ! yep i'm honest =))) always pronnounce her name wrongily. lol she's a fun person, but nt really as close.. but never-the-less, wishes them all the best!!! MATERALISTIC nowadays everyone is feeling that comfort is so impt!!! hell even i find it too... it seems like we are all neglecting one thing(honestly i couldn't inderstand what is tt yet) the point is i find out, even legendary couples don't last... but as for now... materalistic, woman go for man with bright future, gold mine etc.. man goes for woman with big boobs, and small brain... so whose fault is it? is it the society faults or are we born with such capabilities? a question for all girls, will you go for a guy with bicylce? or a guy with a mercedes? eh there's 3 possible answer: bicyle; you are clearly blinded by love and much likely you are decieving yourself! mercedes; you are a 101% a matured girl! depends on whose the rider or driver; congrats, you are one of a kind! you are close to extinction! LBK says: never says never. it's not that you can't do it, it's maybe not your chance yet! version 1.0
9:33 AM|| Friday, June 01, 2007 LONGlol... be aware!!! cox it will be a damn long entry!!! donno where to start also. so just random ba. lol 21st finally, i'm an adult! whats the differnet of being an adult and a teenager? eh, i'm just a 2days old adult? so i gotta learn. FUTURE most likely if i'm selected ofor OCS i will sign on. than as promise, i will start a business with a group of undisclose partner. the party is small, to reduce internal conflict. we already have an rough idea as what we will do. the time is undisclose as well. GST omg! those people are pirates! holy piece of crap. a raise of an addition of 2% in gst, resulted in a raise of 10% in goods!!! mother fuckers! i'm gonna ignore those fuckers! if possible don't buy those hijack price items! i hope the whole of singapore will stand together, and make those mother-fucker bankrupt! and hopefully the govenrment can help a little, those motherfucker are really too much! it's not as if, the raise of gst resulted in the raise of my pay or my parents! and let alone those unfair pricing! AUSTRALIA lol, eh.. now this one is my prime target! kns, i don't wants to create all the hype, and next year i'm having my holidays at sentosa! it will be so screwed up. lol HONG KONG eh, jh jio goes there 2 yr from now. lol, it's kinda early. but well it's a place i wanna revisit. shall updat e more. STOP the stop thing i will be doing, and will never to let it happens again is to restrict my self! i'm barricading myself! holy piece of monkey crap. it changes me to a no balls son of a gunn, it totally screw me up! my mindset of fearing screw me up big time, so lets hope i stil have the chance of amending. STOP being a caged animal, i will unleashed my-self! TO BE MYSELF!!! 10JUNE2007 lol, the next big event is 10 june 2007! "dragons' departure", i make damn sure is one hell of an event! cox i don't like to organize to much of an event de, so expect it to be god damn happening!!! FIRST everyone has their 1st time, regardless of any event. it can be a first time on plane, 1st time having sex, watching porn. digging nose, being to the top of an apartment, passing an exam paper, riding a roller coaster or it can even be eating a banana. lol, it doesn't matter. so what's the point? lbk first time purchases an online book! whats so great about purchasing something online? well, for others, i'm not sure, but for mr version1, it's a BOOK i'm buying!!! i cannot rmb, i'm so desperate to read anything! omg!!! SAYING don't be afraid of anything, fear is the weakest link! trust me. one link leads to another, take likeing someone for instant. all right, u got rejected? whats the big deal?~~ are u gonna whine like a bitch or move on? little failure stops u from your happiness? ~~ work for it. you fails when you totally give up! so you once screw up, or hell you always got screw up! whats the big deal? lol. lbk has screws up too, learn from ur mistakes!!! don't think at ALL, screw all the thoughts. do what is right! catious!!! : a thought affects a feeling, a feeling affects a behavior, a behavior affects the result! so friends of lbk! it all starts up there! if you have the correct mentality, the chances of screwing up is close to zero! yep chances of succeeding is 100%. even if u fails, take it as a learning exp! so mr dante lim has really grow alot huh??? lol. a whole new level. no more unnature, cos all the uneasiness sucks! LONG WEEK lol, it's the week of mr dante lim! woo hoo! lol, actually i don't look quite forward to it! it's my birthday! and it's my 21st b'day!!! and oh no, i'm becoming an adult! never-the-less i enjoyed it! k-box, dinner, beer drinking, wrestling, drain fishing. of cox the best is still wrestling, lol. whats better getting together with my old man? lol, after-all i almost cried! he's retiring. Arghh, no more wrestling! lol, it was a rare occasions, we sat together and have some stouts. patting my head like i was a small boy again, the smile. that unsay message. lol, wrestling between us has finally becomes a work! lol, i lost our last match. (it was a work, i lost it on purppose!.) the rest was all as much appreicated! thanks for coloring my day! Beer Drinking with some of my closest buddies. K-Box with C4 gin-na and Zhi Yong! lol, went there at 12am! my b'day was well over! but really enjoyed it! i screw my throat off, and well i can care less. got pretty drunk, but the feeling was great! haha. f4 is back for one more time!!! f4 still rocks and i'm creating a great partner ship with cynthia! needa build more chemistry!(more photes not avail haiz) i really enjoyed the part when we all sang the PENG YOU together and blow the roof off!!!
Drain Fishing lol, malcom and melissa! argh, thanks you two so much! lol, for suddenly appearing back in my life! i got a call from malcom! my pri buddy! your voice broke so much! yeah went fishing together at toa pa.. lorong 8!!! (a big drian next to our sch) totally so shiok! we climb into the drain with no efforts like the older days! lol, melissa(malcom's sister) grow up so beautiful! haha. kns i had an drain bath! omg! it was really like those olden days except it was in a bigger group!!!! after tt went over to his void deck! haha melissa went up and bring the coconut juice for us!!! haha. chatted for a long night! really enjoy myself!!! shall upload some pic once i get it! yep we release the fish back into the drain after we caught it! eh this year present list wasn't very wealthy enough!!! so little(kdkd)! lol, never the less, v-1 appreiciate all ya gifts! eh ironically i like the semi-diy b'day card most. lol calling me a pig head and stuff. booooo DANTE & VIRGIL i found a place for you! lol, the whole carprak only for you at sp!!!!!! lol. hmm now that it totally recovr, i'm glad! have some problem, forgot to refill my 2-T oil, quite uneasy to ride! but its all over now! YES!!! LBK says: hmm this year hall of fame 2007 has finally arrived!!! LADIES & GENTLEMENTS!!! Rui An and Agnes!!!! lol, agnes sorry la, u heng got rui an leh... otherwise you will not shoo in for any place. lol. all jokes aside! thanks agnes for helping meand encouraging me so much! rui an for being a ture hall of famer good friend you never fails to be when i need a helping hand or ear. Jun Yuan & SKY jun yuan. lol, i gotta say you are god damn lame. but i'm really thank-ful you guys stood by me, and continue to believe in me. one word, thanks! sky. well all the 'wake up' possiblities and realistic possiblities. one way or another you are being frank to me. Saifudin great to know a person with such personality. although silent in nature, you clearly show me alot of thing, and hell i learn alot of things, that i would nv learn! thanks alot!!! well this year Hall of Fame were like all the previous all of famers! with class and many many attributes that is so hard to explain!!! so look forward to next years!!! version 1.0
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